I can’t shake the feeling of being fundamentally dissatisfied with my selection in the Democratic primaries. While I still understand and accept the rationale behind my endorsement of Edwards, I have to admit that a large part of me laments endorsing the one white guy among the top four, specifically as it relates to Obama. As I indicated in my endorsement post, I don’t see a significant separation between Edwards and Obama on the core set of issues I put forward. So, I sided with Edwards because, among the top three, I felt he had the best combination of policy and rhetoric on identifying with the new progressive politics and recognizing the conservative opposition. However, given the Obama edge in terms of raw activist excitement and in terms of the cultural change that Obama personally represents, that is a pretty bare minimum advantage.
This is further complicated in that I feel a tremendous loyalty to Bill Richardson, both for his work on residual forces and in that I think the ad we cut with him is a real landmark for the progressive blogosphere. I am also aware of the danger--yes, the danger—of defeating Hillary Clinton in the primaries. If she doesn’t win the nomination, the nominee better win the Presidency, or the grassroots will be screwed within the party indefinitely (Of course, I guess, so would the country.) And you know what? Chris Dodd just did exactly what I want progressive in Congress to do, and Dennis Kucinich holds a lot of the right positions.
I guess what I am trying to say is that I think I would feel unsatisfied no matter who I ended up siding with in the primary. If it were possible to combine the Richardson Iraq policy and blogger outreach with the Obama activism and background with the Edwards advisors and rhetoric and with the Dodd leadership in the Senate, then we might have something. Maybe we would just have Russ Feingold, who I supported behind the scenes for nearly two years before the primary ever began. And maybe that is my problem: I had a clear-cut top choice for a very long time (like, from the day Kerry conceded to the day Feingold announced he wouldn’t run), and that person didn’t run. Or maybe my desires for the progressive movement have moved beyond something that any single individual could ever offer. Whatever it is, as long as he is still on the ballot when Pennsylvania comes around, I am still going to vote for Edwards, but I admit to a fundamental feeling of dissatisfaction in making my choice this time around. I wish the choice was clearer, but it isn’t.
Today's numbers can be found in the extended entry.
Iowa and New Hampshire polls included in the averages had the majority of their interviews conducted December 10th through December 17th. Polls for all other states included in the averages has the majority of their interviews conducted between December 3rd and December 17th. Only the most recent poll from each polling organization is included.