| Today, my new health insurance kicks in. I've been uninsured for four months, since May, after being accidentally kicked off my COBRA plan. For most of that time, I didn't know that I was uninsured, but for the last month, I've been working to get insurance. I'm a healthy 29 year old unmarried male, so my situation isn't particularly bad. But the fear and anxiety, the constraints on freedom, are real. The constraints sound small. I haven't, for instance, been playing basketball since I learned I was uninsured. And when I went to the beach last weekend, I didn't body surf in the waves because I didn't want to risk any injuries.
I've been staying inside more, taking more time to cross the street. I've been living, in some senses, in fear. Every time I hurt myself, every headache or stomachache, I got scared, because I knew that my financial world would be destroyed if I got sick or injured. Is that freedom? Is that my fault? Is it reasonable to have to go through a ridiculous bureaucracy of private insurance companies so that I am 'allowed' to get sick or injured without going bankrupt? Of course not.
But I am under no illusions that the insurance I will get means that I am covered. Jane Hamsher, who just got done with chemotherapy for breast cancer, offers this story.
I'm one of those lucky people who has insurance. And Blue Cross has decided to deny the $4000 test I had last fall which determined I had invasive breast cancer as "not medically necessary." I am, of course, fighting it. Meanwhile, I'm being harassed by phone calls from a company called Grant & Weber. They are a collection agency that "specializes in healthcare accounts receivable resolution." Which means basically terrorizing sick people and threatening them with financial ruin who can't afford healthcare in George Bush's America.
Vultures.
Seriously, what the fuck? Why is this the case? I know it's popular to rail against the insurance companies, lobbyists, and politicians. And surely, they are the people that are most directly profiting from this immoral murderous system. But as citizens, this is our country. And it's because we let this happen that it happens, that millions of us live in fear.
I had a call last week with the person in charge of administration for the good liberal organization responsible for my COBRA coverage. I asked him if he could backfill my coverage. Before he started working on the problem, we had something of an argument about whether I needed to be fully covered for these four months considering my new coverage would start on September 1. I pointed out that insurance companies like to point at gaps in coverage as an excuse to deny care, claiming that injuries or illnesses were 'preexisting' situations developed during periods while the patient was uninsured. He didn't believe me. I asked him if he had seen SICKO, because there's an interview in that movie with former insurance company inspectors who seek excuses to deny people care by combing peoples' records and finding these 'gaps', and he laughed skeptically since I had cited a Michael Moore movie. "That hasn't been my personal experience with insurance companies," he said. And this came from a good liberal working at a good liberal organization.
And that's why we have a shitty system, that's why I was afraid of playing basketball until this morning, that's why Jane has to fight debt collection agencies instead of focusing on recovering from cancer, and that's why millions more are afraid and have had their liberty stripped from them. Because Americans do not yet accept responsibility for our collective welfare.
Tomorrow, I'm going to go to the beach and jump in the waves. It's a small thing, not really that important in the grand scheme of things. But that's actually what liberty is. |